David Heiller
It was interesting
visiting with Bob Stark last week. Or should I say Mr. Stark, That’s how I always thought of him at Caledonia High School.
I went to his house on
October 13 and took a picture of him with an award he
received from Winona State University.
Mr. Stark, from the 1971 yearbook (Thank you for sending me this, Jane Palen) |
I left with a
hearty handshake and a pat on the
back. “You
take care!” he said.
I felt like charging out of the house and onto a football field.
That’s the kind of guy Mr.
Stark is, and was.
Allow me three trips down
memory lane. I remember at the end of eighth grade, my first year at CHS, I
told some friends that I wasn’t going to go out for football the next year. Mr.
Stark was the football coach then. He tracked me down. It was in the
gymnasium. I can remember
where I was standing. He put his arm around my shoulder and asked
if it was true, that I wasn’t going out for football in the fall.
I answered somewhat
hesitantly. This was the head football coach talking to a measly eighth grader.
I said yes, it was true, I wanted to go fishing and hunting instead. He told me that he thought I was a
good football player, that I could help the team, be a part of the future. Then
he said what I was doing was OK. I think he looked in my eyes and saw that
that’s what I wanted to do, That’s what he wanted to see.
A couple years later I was
standing in line outside the gymnasium—I remember the very spot—with other
football players (I had returned to the fold.) We were all getting a mass
physical. It must have been August of 1969. Mr. Stark came up to me again and
put his arm around my shoulder and said he was sorry to hear that my sister
Lynette had died. I was totally unprepared for the comment. A wave of grief
came boiling out of those hidden places. I tried hard and failed to hold back
the tears that I thought had dried up a month earlier. Guys around me looked away or down at the floor. It was a powerful
moment, very emotional. I felt embarrassed and a little angry at the time. But
it was one of those little things that really helped me process my sister’s
death. Somehow knowing that good old Mr. Stark knew enough about me to say he
was sorry really helped.
Then there was the time
when he knocked on Miss Tweeten’s English class door—I remember the
exact classroom—and asked to talk to me. There was a father-son banquet in
town. Mr. Stark knew I didn’t have a dad. There was a good speaker I would
like. Would I be interested in going with him?
I said no. Hey, teenagers
do dumb things, and that registers right up there. But in a way it didn’t
matter. What mattered was that he asked; he thought about me, he cared. That is
a good teacher, and a good person.
So it was good to see Mr.
Stark again last week after 34 years. Good to feel that handshake and slap on
the back. Caledonia maybe has been good to him, like he said, but he’s been
even better for Caledonia, and for all of us.
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